I have none. That's what I have to say about the topic of energy. I feel like someone has insidiously snuck a tiny tube in my navel and they're slowly draining the life force out of me. All my will power, perfectionist ways (It takes a ton of energy to be a perfectionist-I'm just now realizing! :-)), and normal everyday drive to "be productive" is just not happening. I'm not ashamed to admit that a month ago I did not shampoo my hair for 2 weeks! Sorry Moses. I just could not being myself to fight with this mop top I call hair. I can't do anything but drag myself into work, make the two huor drive to and from and drop on the coach when I get home. Moses is sick of me not doing anything but he does not understand how drained I am. I guess my telling him that I SHOULD not have to do anything does not help convince him to do more to compensate for what I'm not doing. I give up. I'm just not going to do anything and if stuff does not get done-oh well.
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