First of all let me say my Hon is a decent man. Yes, he procrastinates (among other things), and does not move nearly as quickly as I think he should BUT...he's a decent man. Well, let me say it right now, I can't be responsible for what I FEEL and therefore SAY while the various hormones are sabotaging my sanity during this pregnancy. Understood? Well, good.
I hate my man right now. I hate him everytime I feel stuffed, hot, uncomfortable, bloated, or when I feel the constant urges to urinate. I hate even more when I see him resting peacefully. I wish I had the guts to throw cold water on him so he can be uncomfortable TOO! I despise his sound sleep when I'm getting up and down all night long.
Y'all are going to have to pray for my soul during this pregnancy because I feel all kinds of unGodly urges surging through me and sadly they're only directed at Mos. Poor man.
The other day we were going somewhere and out of no where I just had the strongest urge to push him in his chest. He was not even doing anything !!!! He just laughed because he can't believe how strange (to put it nicely) I've become. Everything he does irritates me and yet I don't want him to NOT be around.I'm so uncomfortable and irritable all the time. Am I wrong?
He's NEVER going to have another child with me. Lol
Writing this in a sane moment is so funny (and sad) that I'm laughing so hard I'm in tears. I wish I knew this was part of pregnancy. I truly did not know that pregnancy involved your mental state too! I know, I'm supposedly so smart but nothing has prepared me for the past 8 weeks. I'm sure Mos feels the same way.
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